A colleague here took my blood pressure yesterday and it was 135/100, which was crap.... suddenly not only am i becoming really old, im at high risk of a stroke... could it get any worse?
Anyway this morning i didnt do my corset tight, and it was taken as soon as i got in the office... and it was 120/85 which is within normal limits despite the diastolic being slightly raised, though 85 is normal for me... and that has cheered me up no end.
I hate feeling down, well not down but flat in mood. I understand how people must feel when they are depressed and its not a nice place to be, i do get down every once in a while but fortunately it doesnt last long. Anyway i have a concoction of herbal meds which i will be taking to keep me boosted for the forthcoming months... vitamins and minerals aimed at the laydeees, Ymea which aimed at peri menopausal women and is basically soya, apparently is can reduce the symptoms... and one of the symptoms is fat storage on the gut.. so yanno if it helps. Im also gonna take St Johns wart.... just in case, should you take it as a just in case thing? Prevention is better than cure right... maybe i should look into that before i start pill popping....
The uber hasnt responded to my email as of yet.... and yanno what im not that fussed, either he will or he wont, does it really matter? No.... in some ways i hope he doesnt, and if he doesnt i will chase him up once as i know i have to, he told me i need to.... but after that i wont bother... maybe this is what i need to move on from him? To stop comparing everyone to him and thinking he is so perfect when quite clearly he isnt.... but when i feel like this for him i dont even give others a chance yanno, and i could be missing out on something holding on for a man who doesnt actually deserve my loyalty, in fact if im truthful he doesnt even expect it...
Feeling pretty damn good right now and still waiting for my fecking ballet boots!!
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