Saturday, 26 December 2009
bah humbug
it wont let me copy and past into hre after i have just written shit loads.. the bastard thing
Monday, 21 December 2009
so much...
as happened since i last posted.
Ok so i went out with my ex, and it was an awful experience.... he got drunk and pretended to be this demon thing and actually hurt me three times just by being a bumbling piss head..... it wasnt nice and reminded me how bad he was when i was actually seeing him. I stopped seeing this guy when i started seeing the uber..... this guy tried to convince me he had changed and guess what.... no he fuckin hadnt. Anyway i got out of there and no real harm done.... now i will just avoid like the plague and i have told my mutual friend so she knows not to try and push us together because im really not interested.
A little while ago, 2 weeks i think, i started talking on line to this guy that i had noticed several years ago.... tall, cute, singer in a rock band, tattoos.... just fucking fit really... anyway way back when he had a girlfriend and yanno things get forgotten, not that i would have ever messaged him anyway.... he was gorgeous.... way too georgeous for me you know. Anyway he posted something and i commented, he found my profile amusing and we just got talking... a dom guy who actually preferred to be a submissive... despite the fact he married his slave.... anyway we talked for 2 weeks then arranged to meet. Not before his bloody wife messaged me asking what my intentions are.... i want to fuck your husbands brains out should have been my response.... but i said i am his friend. She should have spoke to hi about this, not me.... anyway they talked he told her it remained all good.... well i assume so as the meet is still on.
We meet and its very awkward initially... i had booked a hotel... i knew i liked him and the chances of me not wanting to play with him would have been slim. Anyway i have done pro sessions so i can do stuff with people im not physically attracted too.... ive proved it to myself. He gets in the car and i have to drive 45 mins to the hotel... me focusing on the road him talking away... its didnt feel too uncomfortable.... we arrive at the hotel, a beautiful place in chichester called the fish house... we check in..... we et asked about bag which we have left in my car as my case os packed with implements of torture..... we get showed to the room, we go to the car to get the goodies.... i pour a drink for us to relax a little.... and lay out the stuff. *knock, knock* WTF, he moves the kit off the side which would have been fully exposed as soon as i opened the door.... i opened the door and the young girl who showed us to the room was standing there saying she needed to restock the mini bar and proceeded to hand me a packet of crisps.... i wouldn't mind but the mini bar was fully stocked already.... most odd but very funny.... i think it made us both relax a tad.
I sit on the stool and instruct him to strip, he does so..... then i have a look... tell him to get on his knees with his arms behind his head as i finish my drink... he had knocked his back... im not that scary really honest. Then i tell him to prepare the shower..... he goes and gets in.... i follow and wash him... which is nice, he has a lovely body and running my hands over him with soap was lovely.... i could tell he was nervous...... but he did enjoy that..... then one thing and another and 3 hours later we left..... i returned after i had dropped him back and had a good night with numbers there generally talking and doing needles and stuff..... i could have done with just being on my own really as i felt relaxed and just wanted to sleep..... anyway its done now.
The feedback from the new boy has been , hes very attentive and we will be meeting again.... im already looking forward to it... there was one moment when he pulled my hair and tried to push me back... fuck it was hot i felt myself go..... im not sure how this relationship is going to work out... but it has the potential of becoming a relationship... i can see me switching with him.... it will be interesting to see how it develops over time... i think we're both in it for the long haul rather than the hear and now....
Oh and something else worth noting is i havent really been thinking about the uber..... not at all...
Ok so i went out with my ex, and it was an awful experience.... he got drunk and pretended to be this demon thing and actually hurt me three times just by being a bumbling piss head..... it wasnt nice and reminded me how bad he was when i was actually seeing him. I stopped seeing this guy when i started seeing the uber..... this guy tried to convince me he had changed and guess what.... no he fuckin hadnt. Anyway i got out of there and no real harm done.... now i will just avoid like the plague and i have told my mutual friend so she knows not to try and push us together because im really not interested.
A little while ago, 2 weeks i think, i started talking on line to this guy that i had noticed several years ago.... tall, cute, singer in a rock band, tattoos.... just fucking fit really... anyway way back when he had a girlfriend and yanno things get forgotten, not that i would have ever messaged him anyway.... he was gorgeous.... way too georgeous for me you know. Anyway he posted something and i commented, he found my profile amusing and we just got talking... a dom guy who actually preferred to be a submissive... despite the fact he married his slave.... anyway we talked for 2 weeks then arranged to meet. Not before his bloody wife messaged me asking what my intentions are.... i want to fuck your husbands brains out should have been my response.... but i said i am his friend. She should have spoke to hi about this, not me.... anyway they talked he told her it remained all good.... well i assume so as the meet is still on.
We meet and its very awkward initially... i had booked a hotel... i knew i liked him and the chances of me not wanting to play with him would have been slim. Anyway i have done pro sessions so i can do stuff with people im not physically attracted too.... ive proved it to myself. He gets in the car and i have to drive 45 mins to the hotel... me focusing on the road him talking away... its didnt feel too uncomfortable.... we arrive at the hotel, a beautiful place in chichester called the fish house... we check in..... we et asked about bag which we have left in my car as my case os packed with implements of torture..... we get showed to the room, we go to the car to get the goodies.... i pour a drink for us to relax a little.... and lay out the stuff. *knock, knock* WTF, he moves the kit off the side which would have been fully exposed as soon as i opened the door.... i opened the door and the young girl who showed us to the room was standing there saying she needed to restock the mini bar and proceeded to hand me a packet of crisps.... i wouldn't mind but the mini bar was fully stocked already.... most odd but very funny.... i think it made us both relax a tad.
I sit on the stool and instruct him to strip, he does so..... then i have a look... tell him to get on his knees with his arms behind his head as i finish my drink... he had knocked his back... im not that scary really honest. Then i tell him to prepare the shower..... he goes and gets in.... i follow and wash him... which is nice, he has a lovely body and running my hands over him with soap was lovely.... i could tell he was nervous...... but he did enjoy that..... then one thing and another and 3 hours later we left..... i returned after i had dropped him back and had a good night with numbers there generally talking and doing needles and stuff..... i could have done with just being on my own really as i felt relaxed and just wanted to sleep..... anyway its done now.
The feedback from the new boy has been , hes very attentive and we will be meeting again.... im already looking forward to it... there was one moment when he pulled my hair and tried to push me back... fuck it was hot i felt myself go..... im not sure how this relationship is going to work out... but it has the potential of becoming a relationship... i can see me switching with him.... it will be interesting to see how it develops over time... i think we're both in it for the long haul rather than the hear and now....
Oh and something else worth noting is i havent really been thinking about the uber..... not at all...
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