Had a very lazy weekend, far too lazy for my own good.. I did eat an amazing amount of food… and crap food at that. Friday went out got sloshed… so not really very good all in all. However, my daughter put me on web cam… and oh dear when you catch sight of yourself, yuk… so today was day one of the lose about 15 stone plan and try to become more nimble for the boot things. And talking of the boots, it would seem they are out of stock and I would have to wait until about march…. So they have now been ordered from else where! Lets see how long they take…. My plan of being in them by june appears to be going to pot… but ill focus on my weight and general health with will better prepare me for when I do get them eventually..
Today I have eaten a measured amount of porridge for breakfast, then I drank a caffeine stimulant drink.. need to get metabolised…. For lunch a tin of tesco healthy options soup…. All in all about 450 calories. Plus I did the gym.. jesus Christ.. I haven’t been in ages and im so unhealthy its terrible…. So a gradual start I think… but did about 40 mins of cardio vascular…. Which all in all equals the calories that I have consumed, or there abouts. My problem is snacking when I get home…. But as the kiddies were at home all weekend all possible snacks have been done…. So its just for me to cook a healthy meal for dinner…. Shouldn’t be a problem, the problem is snacking… which I don’t wanna do… I think im gonna pull out my exercise dvd too and get me and the kids to do it, will be fun for us all to do I think….
Corset is on but loose at the moment… it was off when I went to the gym and I have just eaten… plus im still premenstrual… was kinda due on on Friday but nothing yet, but have been getting tell tale twinges now, oh and im really fecking moody… so it’s coming, but when? GP appointment scheduled for Friday…. Hopefully I wont need to go for more bloods and hopefully they will just stck me on the pill.. makes sense I think… and then I can keep my eyes on my symptoms.. something I did notice today though after I had eaten my soup for lunch I did have a kinda hot flush… I wonder if that was a proper hot flush….. mind you it is rather warm generally today would consuming something warm make you feel a rush of warmth? Dunno it was very short lived and I do get that every once in a while, after I have had summot hot…. Phah im getting neurotic… I mean neuroticer…
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