Good mood

I shouldnt be, but i am. Attended a meeting this morning with my daughter who was being threatened with exclusion from school due to being given 3 warnings... sounds bad doesnt it. Well..... 2 warning for wearing black jeans.. and the third for being disrespectful and laughing, the third was bad.... but the other two, well honestly you get these guys in schools these days doing all sorts and she gets threatened for that.... the whole system has gone mad. Anyway its not happening now, shes going to be suspended for one day for being disrespectful.... shes going on a school trip in Jan... and the teach implied that if she was excluded i would lose my money... oh yeah... he obviously doesnt know about me and money, "no i wont" i informed him... then he waffled on something about maybe getting it back off insurance... "i would get it back off the school" i informed him... "i wont lose money, at all". He neatly backtracked saying even if she was excluded she could have still gone... i would love for them to try and rip me off £300... that aint happening no matter what crap he spouts off.

My niece, who was 14 weeks pregnant, has lost her pregnancy, this is the fourth. I too have lost several pregnancies.... its a fucker and it really knocks you off your feet emotionally, i hope she will be strong enough, im sure she will. We're a hardy bunch.... but her losses bring back the pain of my own.... i dont like seeing my own blood suffer... life can be so cruel at times.

The corset is on tight today and i have managed to comfortably stuff my face with loads of shit.... due on tomorrow but no sign of it... so here we go again.. im gonna be pre menstrual for about 4 weeks then come on.. its a fucker, it fucks up my sex life and makes me grumpy.... when i go to the GP about my blood test results i think im going to get put on the pill, at least then i will be regular.... so then i can plan.... im waiting for day 1 of my cycle before i contact the uber asking him to see me to put me out of my misery... i havent seen him in 3 whole very long months.... actually maybe i shouldnt see him, maybe i should walk away now and find some other poor unfortunate fool to take me on. The problem with that being no one does what he does.... there must be others out there but i get so frustrated taking time in chatting to find out they're idiots to be back at square one... then i just wish i had stuck with the uber in the first place.... anyway im going to go and see him and see if i do still like him or not!!

And my ballet boots are still not here.... how long does it fucking take?!?!?!?!