Well according to the GP im at early stages of peri menopausal... so i asked for the pill and she said some crap about something and then said "well im not prescribing it for contraception as you cant get pregnant now anyway, not with those hormone levels"...... oh really now? My test results werent that bloody high plus i was mid cycle which means one would expect them to be high, everything i have read on the net told me do not diagnose peri menopause by one blood test and certainly not one taken mid cycle and to also use contraception up until one year after your last period. But not my GP. oooooooh nooooooo despite the fact im still having monthly periods i cant get pregnant, i should go out and purposefully try just to prove her wrong, then sue her!! Then she took my blood pressure and it was sky friggin' high.. 148/104 whooops... mind you she did just tell me some shit which i know was wrong what do you expect?
Anyway the long and the short of it is im on a bloody downer, im getting old and the loss of my menstrual cycle is evidence of that and it also means im loosing me femininity.. i feel fat and i feel old, i feel unattractive and i feel sad... its not nice feeling like this at all......... i dont like it, im in the mood for nothing what so ever.... everyone can fuck right off as im really not interested in speaking to anyone right now.
Though in saying that i have emailed the uber today asking if i can see him, i feel indifferent towards it though i have drawn a conclusion that if i have difficulties getting to see him then i will knock him on the head and call it all completely off and move on. Maybe doing this while im in my current frame of mind is a good thing.
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