Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeell........

As part of looking after me I have purchased a shit load of pills from the internet…. Im sure im not supposed to combine them but ahhh fuck it, ive abused my body in the past what is taking a few random pills going to do? Not much I hope… actually that isn’t true.. I hope they do a lot…

Ive started on 5hfp, which is supposed to increase serotonin, its good for things like depression, to curb carb carvings.. helps you have a sound sleep, help with anxiety.. well lets just put it this way a whole heap of things… it does seem to appear it depends on your intake… im sticking to 100mg a day… 1 at night and 1 in the morning…. Been doing it three days thus far and today um feeling fucking amazing… probably has nothing to do with it but anyway, it could do…

On top of that im taking caffeine…. I need to increase my metabolism as now im an old bird… I don’t drink tea or coffee.. so now im taking pulls…. And im topping that up with other stuff, it tells you not to do it but the caffeine content seems so low compared to other supplements I have taken. Mind you on Tuesday I was feeling a bit jittery…. So im looking at a more natural caffeine intake.. green tea and the likes… did you know green tea is supposed to prevent tooth decay… no nor did i… its amazing the bull shit you find on the internet!!

And then of course I have the fat blockers tabs… oralstat/alli…. Im nearly finished with my super strength ones and im waiting for the alli to arrive.. hopefully before I finish the other one… I want the alli for meals that don’t contain much fat and the super strength ones for the ones that do.. like curries.

Don’t ask me about the boys because right now they are the furthest thing on my mind…. Im not feeling all needy today as im feeling so fecking good… plus it’s the London munch so yay…. A jolly good night will be had…. I think I shall be flirting with a certain young man…. A shaved headed one…. Actually I shouldn’t write that.. because when you think it it actually doesn’t happen.. so forget that… ;-)

Nothing else is happening… oh… well other than my sadist female friend is coming out with me new years, well to the same place…. And she asked me about our mutual friend.. the one where I was seeing him then I vanished and started seeing the uber and he vanished then two years on we meet and its like there is this attraction thing…. Well him…. So I text him and he wants to come too… this is going to be a fucking nightmare.. I can see no good will come of this…. I can feel it in my bones… why do I let people get me in to trouble so bloody much??

Anyway back to meeeeeee, meeeeeeeeee its all about meeeeeee….. and damn bloody right it should be too…. It feels good to be me right nbow and oh… just in case you didn’t realise it im looking fucking hot right now… and not only looking it but feeling it too….. woooo hooooooooooooooooo