and update this regularly.... i can barely tecall what happened since between when i last posted and now!!
I saw the uber on tuesday 3/3/09.. as per the usual he broke a limit. I havent discussed limits with him to be fair, i did this on purpose so he can just do as he wishes and push me. So he stuck a bag over my head... i detest that kind of thing. I dont like not being able to breath out of my nose and/or mouth. He put the bag on and as you breath it slowly closes in on you.... and if he wound you up and you began to breath faster it wold close more rapidly until it closed in around your nose and mouth so you cant breath... i didnt like it, it didnt create a sense of panic like when he strangles me.... it was different. On reflection i think i could take more but at the time i hated it.
I mentioned to him about my ballet boots and wanting to do the strappado bondage position with my corset, ballet boots and posture collar on. He suggested he did it and then he can take pictures, i responded saying i wanted someone nice to do it... he said no you dont you want a bastrad to do it... i wonder if he knows i call him the uber bastard... he does know my online scene name so he could find out if he wanted too, though i suspect he doesnt bother looking what im getting up too.
On reflection i think he is right, if he's doing it i know i will be getting the position done properly plus it would give me the incentive to work hard on my training, it will be as if im doing it for him and the reward will be him doing the bondage with me.... i like that and i emailed him telling him so.
I met the guy my friend wanted me to meet but basically he smelt..... so that isnt going to happen ever in a million years!!
Last sunday i bumped into my first real Master, MV.... he hasnt been out and about for a long time due to personal reasons so it was good to see him... i miss him and how he used to make me feel. There are two men that i would submit to fully, the uber and MV... and funnily enough neither of them want me... bloody typical!!!!
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Almost LOL on last part. As for the balletboots, I just heard of them for the very first time yesterday! Wow. They are pretty but look painful (though I have been on my toes half my life as a gymnast). I'd love to see a picture. Do you feel as beautiful as you look? Thanks, Cleo
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