contentment

Why reinvent the wheel? Dunno what that is supposed to mean in the context of what im about to write but what i want it to mean is this, if someone ticks most of your boxes.... why change it? I haven’t been in a proper D/s ‘relationship’ as a sub in coming up to 2 years now..... i have been seeing the das uber Bastard since may 2008... 17 months, and do you know what he still amazes me almost as much as he manages to piss me off.... well he is a bloke init. ;-)

My fucking arse is killing..... and its wonderful..... seriously he blew my mind.... funny, not so long ago while talking randomly with a guy, someone who is more nutty than i.... he asked if i get a collar when we play... “no i gets a noose”.... who said fucking romance was dead? Not quite sure why he always tries to hang/strangle/kill me, actually its got to the point that i do it to myself .... fuck its a strange feeling when you go all woozy... but yay for strange sensations in the hand of a complete sadistic bastard.

He liked the way i looked, i dressed in pencil skirt blouse and corset.... plus the boots he likes.... i was left dressed this time but he did fuck me and he did stick his cock in my mouth.. its been ages since hes done that... we were talking about age after... and now he asks for proof of age... anyway isaid well you have never asked me yer barstood.... to which the cheeky fucker responded have you got your pension book on you? I said i look good for my age yer cheeky sod.... and he said “you look fucking amazing for your age”... and he called me his pretty whore.. or summot... ah i dunno its all a mish mash.... and he kissed me... not on the lips... but there was a fair bit of kissing going on , him me and me him.. it was fucking hot.... and he said he really enjoyed it... “that was fucking hot” to be exact... and even told me he will be wanking to the thought of me tonight... lol fucking amazing..